- Your ability to heal yourself. Change that is happening within you. New awareness or understanding coming into focus. The re-evaluation of your perception of reality. New possibilities that may have previously seemed impossible or unavailable. The transformation from two-pole to three-pole thought. Repressed memories beginning to resurface. A reconnection with the child you once were. The conscious effort you are making to challenge the concept of blame and abandon the concept of guilt. Learning to recognize the sad-angry-guilty drama of karma.